Category: Writers Block
Now and then I'm scared, when i seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences....No. i don't speak anymore and what could i say since no-one is and there is nothing to say.........................................................
So i prefer in darkest silence alone listening to the lack of light or sound
or someone to talk to or something to share ...But there is no hope and no-one is there
No no no not 1 living soul and there is nothing {left}to say ,in darkness i lie here alone by myself, sleeping most of the time to endure the pain .
I'm not breathing a word i haven't spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is straining her ears
.But there is no-one ,and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind........... Iam the mistress of lonliness ,my court is deserted but i do not care.The presence of people is ugly and cold and i can neither watch nor bear..................So i prefer to lie darkest silence alone ,listening to the lack of light or sound,or someone to talk to ,for something to share...-But there is no hope and no-one is there.....
No i don't speak anymore and what should i say,since no-one is there there's nothing to say? All is oppressive Ales ist schwer,there is no-one and AND NO-ONE IS THERE.